It's happened

[athelstanent]

I pride myself on doing my job well. I also work hard to have the correct attitude and thoughts. After 12 years in a help desk role, I finally snapped. Some one hung up and I thought "It's because your stupid."

This entire time I've been helping people with computers I've never assumed or thought that it was there fault they were having problems.

I don't know what to do with myself. I feel so dirty because I've thought ill of someone else.

Is it any wonder I get so wonked up with my emotions? I can't allow myself to have any negative feelings about other people, how can I expect to have normal emotional responses to myself?

Comments

[aaroncity.livejournal.com]

You're doing better then I did. Probably because all the places I've worked at, the whole "the user is stupid" reasoning was pretty common.

Though I've only ever told someone that once. Now I measure the time between profanity-laden tirades down in the tek room.