athelstanent: Anthropamorphic boar with big cigar (Default)
What if I had more on switches than my right nipple? ...than a cigar?
athelstanent: Anthropamorphic boar with big cigar (Default)
If I don’t like meeting others reasonable demands for how to hang out and spend time then obviously I need to have no demands from anyone and then hold myself superior to others for not having needs or wants…. Fuck putting how things work in my brain down like this really shows how fucked things were to get me here. I need to move along. I got lots of processing to do.
athelstanent: Anthropamorphic boar with big cigar (Default)
Got it out to on the spectrum of possibility.
Also using all my advanced techniques at once tonight. Level up?

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athelstanent: Anthropamorphic boar with big cigar (Default)
@@ Got to get it out @@
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athelstanent: Anthropamorphic boar with big cigar (Default)
No nut clarity... I became fully present in my body.... on my @ I'm so high.
athelstanent: Anthropamorphic boar with big cigar (Default)
@ to add not to replace
athelstanent: Anthropamorphic boar with big cigar (Default)
That was not a puke to get out the looping negative patterns.
athelstanent: Anthropamorphic boar with big cigar (Default)
I am the universe.

The boariverse if you will@
athelstanent: Anthropamorphic boar with big cigar (Default)
I give my noises to the universe.
athelstanent: Anthropamorphic boar with big cigar (Default)
The world is greasy.

I am greasy@

I make messes@

I found my own motivation to take cock in my ass again@

@[personal profile] oh grandpa breed me...@@
athelstanent: Anthropamorphic boar with big cigar (Default)
I challange myself to grow. Using the fertilizer from the castings from putting effort in to myself. I will try and the results can not be what I desired. I learn from my efforts. I got to try and push.

[personal profile] it's indirect breeding in a way@
athelstanent: Anthropamorphic boar with big cigar (Default)
I just nutted out being modular and started a snort language....

What's the orthography going to be??

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athelstanent: Anthropamorphic boar with big cigar (Default)
Don't hold on to negative emotions. Don't hold on to the anguish the wold lays on.
Be greasy@
athelstanent: Anthropamorphic boar with big cigar (Default)
Time is attention...
Attention is time
athelstanent: Anthropamorphic boar with big cigar (Default)
I am bigger than my head..

I am bigger than my head@
athelstanent: Anthropamorphic boar with big cigar (Default)
I can have life changing days@
athelstanent: Anthropamorphic boar with big cigar (Default)
I do not need to rape myself.
I do not need to rape myself.
I do not need to rape myself.


[personal profile] keep it greasy@
athelstanent: Anthropamorphic boar with big cigar (Default)
Needed to get real greasy to help me work out the stress of a great social filled day. Then it hit me in PNC that being an adult is being many. I'm making some masks now. New ones. Work is coming along well with out me realizing it. Working out me is getting there. More to follow.....
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athelstanent: Anthropamorphic boar with big cigar (Default)
I'm learning to imagine again is much more tricky than I thought. It's so mired with dissociation and escape. It's weird being in the first person.

Pre-nut clarity/processing.
athelstanent: Anthropamorphic boar with big cigar (Default)
I made something tonight.

Me.

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