athelstanent | Who I want to be

It seems like an obvious thing. You should be who you want to be. The weird thing is that I've had a fantasy life for such a long time that I'm not sure who I am or what I want to do. I know what I do now. I work at a good job, then I want to sit at home watching movies or playing a video game until bed time with my bunny. I'll have sex on occasion. This seems so different to the play watching, symphony listening, hanging out with friends, role playing, exercising, physicist that I thought I would be. Now I have become a furry and met a wonderful man that I've made my husband. That was unexpected. So should I work on those dreams I once had or be ready for the next thing to take me by surprise? Not sure, but I'll be thinking about it and getting ready.

Now if I could just focus.