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May. 9th, 2024 10:07 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
athelstanentNo journal at work today...
Waiting for a program to respond I had a flash back to all of the times when I was young where I had to focus and pay attention. I could feel the stress and pain in my body. I am seeing now how I could see the entire act of choosing to wait has been wrapped up in so many other negative things. I have choice and I know the price I pay to keep on focus. I need to honor the effort I made and not compare myself to others.
Waiting for a program to respond I had a flash back to all of the times when I was young where I had to focus and pay attention. I could feel the stress and pain in my body. I am seeing now how I could see the entire act of choosing to wait has been wrapped up in so many other negative things. I have choice and I know the price I pay to keep on focus. I need to honor the effort I made and not compare myself to others.
