intergration

Laying on the futon in the back room, naked and smoking a cigar. I'm trying to put it all togther in my head. I notice I never liked my nukles when some one pointed out they are different. This is because I'm double jointed. I'm observing this after reading "the motion of light on water" by delany.

The thing is it doesn't all fit together. That is the great thing about living-- it is bigger than one idea that you can fit into to your head at one time.