Thoughts for a busy Friday

I've had so many deep ponderous thoughts over the last few days. Mostly about perception, emotion, self knowledge, and a direction for life. Please note that what I say here is what I think is true from my studies and thoughts. My writings value and accuracy are as good as I can make it. One's memories are tied to the mood they are in. Every memory tied to the emotional state one is in. It makes it very difficult to be rational about what one would want in the future. What happens if the activity that could give you fulfillment was tainted because you were in a bad mood? Makes me realize that the idea I have that I can have fulfillment and contentment if I could only find the thing or activity that would satisfy that soul itch is kind of silly.

Contentment and happiness comes with work. Joy comes by being open and ready for the happy accidents the universe gives and to be steeled enough to handle the unfortunate accidents the universe gives you.

To sum up in a terse fashion... Things were down and now things are better. Still learning that feeling good is not a sin.