What is your quest?
Apr. 29th, 2004 09:34 amMy friend John was right. Growing up the only thing I held on to was the fact that I was unique. I was alone, lonely, but at least I was different. Well now that I've grown up I realize that I am not that unique. That there are other out there that are geekier, kinkier and smarter out there. So the uniqueness I held onto was gone. To replace that I have met people I feel comfortable being myself around. One that I felt so comfortable with that I married him. But I still have not found a basis for self-identity. Guess I don't really need one. I could be part of a group, a collective, that I can loose myself in. That can be good, but it also goes against who I am.
When I was 17 I looked in a mirror at myself and asked aloud "Who are you?" I responded, in kind with "I am me." I just need more than that now. Still figuring out how I should approach answering it.
When I was 17 I looked in a mirror at myself and asked aloud "Who are you?" I responded, in kind with "I am me." I just need more than that now. Still figuring out how I should approach answering it.