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Dec. 27th, 2003 01:20 pmHappy Agnostica!
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Really, happy holidays! I'm grinch up until about December 23rd and then I love Christmas! I think it takes the solstice to push me into happy mode... well for the most part... let me give you the good news, the bad news, some more good news and then a coda of little bad.
First off, I got every thing I wanted for Christmas! Well close enough. If anyone wants to get me a Creek OBH-2, its a better headphone powersupply for my headphone amp, please feel free. }:-) I got, in no particular order, a DDR mat, the second DDR game for the PS, a leatherman pocket knife, the rest of the Qunatsi movies, the Dark crystal, Civ 3, the coolest Griffin plush hand puppet, ginger Altoids (the best!), Riven on DVD, a very cool sweater from my sis, $50 in paypal money, and more good cloths from my grandparents!
So what's the bad? My family gets me cool things, but I go wonkey being around them. I have not come out to my real dad and hence I do not talk to him or call him because I need to tell him. For the longest time my big bro and my step mom did not want me to tell him. So I did not. Now they think it is okay, and I need to tell him. The holidays made me want to go down and just tell him. Can't do that now because I would be doing it out of malice and not for doing the right thing. So, I'm not going to see my other dad down in North Bend because my other dad whom I've not talked to or seen has made me all wonkey. I would tell my dad I'm gay but I've been warned that he might physically hurt me... that alone will mean I may never tell him. I know I could do it in a public place but damn. Hit your own son? I guess if he has hurt his wife, what's a son?
The other good news is that I'm finnaly going to see Aethan in Boston. The date in March has been set and I'm getting the tickets next payday. The only bad thing about this is that it's take three years. There are other good friends I want to fly out to see and I said that I would. I hope the three year delay for my first trip helps them understand that I will come and see them, but it will be later... sorry.
http://www.agnostica.com
Really, happy holidays! I'm grinch up until about December 23rd and then I love Christmas! I think it takes the solstice to push me into happy mode... well for the most part... let me give you the good news, the bad news, some more good news and then a coda of little bad.
First off, I got every thing I wanted for Christmas! Well close enough. If anyone wants to get me a Creek OBH-2, its a better headphone powersupply for my headphone amp, please feel free. }:-) I got, in no particular order, a DDR mat, the second DDR game for the PS, a leatherman pocket knife, the rest of the Qunatsi movies, the Dark crystal, Civ 3, the coolest Griffin plush hand puppet, ginger Altoids (the best!), Riven on DVD, a very cool sweater from my sis, $50 in paypal money, and more good cloths from my grandparents!
So what's the bad? My family gets me cool things, but I go wonkey being around them. I have not come out to my real dad and hence I do not talk to him or call him because I need to tell him. For the longest time my big bro and my step mom did not want me to tell him. So I did not. Now they think it is okay, and I need to tell him. The holidays made me want to go down and just tell him. Can't do that now because I would be doing it out of malice and not for doing the right thing. So, I'm not going to see my other dad down in North Bend because my other dad whom I've not talked to or seen has made me all wonkey. I would tell my dad I'm gay but I've been warned that he might physically hurt me... that alone will mean I may never tell him. I know I could do it in a public place but damn. Hit your own son? I guess if he has hurt his wife, what's a son?
The other good news is that I'm finnaly going to see Aethan in Boston. The date in March has been set and I'm getting the tickets next payday. The only bad thing about this is that it's take three years. There are other good friends I want to fly out to see and I said that I would. I hope the three year delay for my first trip helps them understand that I will come and see them, but it will be later... sorry.