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[athelstanent]

I really thought that if I gave enough attention to other people then they would not only pay attention to me, they would know what I wanted attention for. That's what I've done over and over and over... oh. That's largely negative because people can not read each others minds and not their own.

How do you all manage to do anything for yourselves? I mean I know I must be sorting my own needs to some level. Fuck - two posts in one day? Dinner then chilling doing nothing is on tap.