My view on god is this. The universe did not need god to get started, but that does not mean that nature can not allow for a god or gods to exist.
The above statement has nothing to do with my need for validation from god. I logically understand and agree with what you say. I should find validity in what I do, how it makes me feel and how it makes others feel. The big issue is that my heart does not understand or accept that. It's still stuck with a foot in my new life, and one in my old life. The old life being a good little christian boy who never thinks about sex and always does things for other and never himself. Having a big furry god have sex with me would show my heart that the old way is simply not true. In the mean time I just slowly work on changing my hear. Have a good boyfriend helps, and when we get a dog it will help even more.
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My view on god is this. The universe did not need god to get started, but that does not mean that nature can not allow for a god or gods to exist.
The above statement has nothing to do with my need for validation from god. I logically understand and agree with what you say. I should find validity in what I do, how it makes me feel and how it makes others feel. The big issue is that my heart does not understand or accept that. It's still stuck with a foot in my new life, and one in my old life. The old life being a good little christian boy who never thinks about sex and always does things for other and never himself. Having a big furry god have sex with me would show my heart that the old way is simply not true. In the mean time I just slowly work on changing my hear. Have a good boyfriend helps, and when we get a dog it will help even more.