athelstanent | Learning that my judgment is wrong

Just like last time, let’s make a cut due to explicit talk about sex... Again thank you to everyone who commented on my last post. I find it interesting that every one of you found it interesting that I may not think about sex all of the time. I do, I just feel guilty and dirty about it. Silly me, I need to enjoy it. My bunny had a long talk with me. He kept hitting on the fact that my family and how I was raised was wrong. Some of you even noted that. I understand they were wrong. I understand that I internalized guilt and shame and do a very good job of guilting and shaming myself. It's changing that core. Going deep into my past and rejecting how I formed my thoughts and feelings. I've got to do it, but am not finding a way right now. Don't worry, these posts are part of me finding the way. For now? Back to reading Harry Potter and noticing how every one has emotions. Maybe I should to or at least more than guilt.