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Yesterday, I received and installed a solid state drive for my main computer. I did everything up right, updated the firmware, fresh install of win7 to align the sectors, set the bios to AHCI and disabled many things in windows 7 (such as the swap file) and got that thing humming along great. My system is so much faster, but it's not magic. I'm left today knowing I have an even faster system that will do anything I throw at it with speed and grace. I'm still left feeling a little empty today. The object of my obsession didn't fix anything. It did not magically give my life context and meaning.

The better thing is realizing that while I'm down, I'm not tragically upset. I'm still on my quest for meaning and fulfillment, or to change my self so that I really enjoy the abundance of good in my life.
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Date: 2010-03-24 03:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Well I'm not sure what I need to build to fix the problem of finding meaning. Should just grab a sleeping bag and sleep in the middle of no where.
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Date: 2010-03-24 04:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Well not to go too deep into my own navel this morning, my rub is that I don't accept my own creations. This is old territory for me. I just need to take the time and accept what happens and enjoy it.

Date: 2010-04-06 12:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Nice, you were looking at getting one of those back when I saw you at FC!


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